you
couldn't be farther away
if you were seated right next to me.
such a cold stare in my heart
stifling and yet clear
action
I see what I should do
What I need to do
I just don't want to
not
because I think so little of myself
but
because I think so highly of you
and your love for me.
Is that where I'm mistaken?
I don't belive that;
because I don't want to?
I have so much faith in you.
don't dissapoint me please.
not more than you already have.
not again.